It sneaks up on me sometimes…usually when I haven’t had a chance to think it out of existence. Like today, for instance. I won’t bore you with the miles-long list of things that have to be done by tomorrow at 5p.m. Let’s just say that by 10a.m. today, I had accomplished more than I usually accomplish in a whole day. If I’d had time to think about it, I would not have expected today to be one of those heart-squeezing, teary-eyed Christmas Eve’s. Especially after we arrived at church to discover that one of the members of the parish music ministry passed away very unexpectedly…today, I think.
But somewhere, along about here…

…I found myself smiling. And when I saw the boys entertaining themselves while we warmed up…
…I had to laugh. And by the time we had raised the roof with “Angels We Have Heard on High” and “O Come All Ye Faithful” (piano, drums, two guitars, bass, trumpet, trombone and thirty singers), the magic had happened. My heart was full–open–overflowing.


I asked Alex to take pictures during the Gloria. It was hot, and he was sleepy, so he didn’t last long. These were the two most useful of his dozen snapshots. 😉 And when he decided he was finished, he came across the aisle and shoved the camera at me. Luckily, I was playing three notes in a row that only required the left hand, so I was able to grab it without creating a scene.
There were these moments, during “What Child is This?”…


And there was my husband, working seamlessly with me to lead the music…

So that by the time Mass was over, all the irritations of the day were past, and I–as well as my children–were ready to be a family.


Ahh…love the stories and the pictures! I too play flute (sort of), so am a bit awed with the conducting while playing pic/story! Thanks for sharing…you’ve a lovely family, Kathleen. Merry Christmas!
Kate, the choir was beautiful, as always. Thanks for all you do.
Thanks, Kelley! I think they get better every year.
I enjoyed these pictures and this sneak peek into your life as a musician/mom! Enjoy your blog break!
I know this is late but I just wanted to say that I appreciated your story of Christmas getting you amidst all the stress. Hopefully you’ll have at least a few more such moments before it is over.